Dont know why i think of him again..Aish!!
So,i go to bathroom..It's the only safest place where i can cry~
hate to cry,but can't stop it^^Cuz i remember the day that i cried,just 4 him,I cried for 3 days,and my friends are teasing me...
I'm such a stupid,dumn,numb,crazy,fool,babo michin yeoja!
Dont know why suddenly i think of him,
He hurt me,but i still love him <3
He made me cry but still keep on keeping it in..
But he gave meaning 2 my lyf,he made me realize that lyf is important,He's a part of my history now.
He's important to me,so cnt make my lyf more misserable than it was just cuz of him
he myt not b the 1st person I <3 but he's the 1st person who made me cry for 3 days..n make me crazy
Anyway,good that he told me that early^^than keeping me bliv 4 nothing..
Actually,i dnt know how he know that he's the special someone that im talking about
Yes,I know,some of u may know him^^
I hate this stupid luv of mine~y am i so stupid?Why am i a fool? Why am i not using my crazy mind? keep asking that 2 myself,but still,cnt finf the answer~~~
Any way my post is done,thnx 4 reading~~~
mainly about I cried last week..
~Joy <3
Jan 8,2011
